Lab Assessments

Had 2 lab assessments in 2 days...both din go well...feel quite sian over it cos i spent quite alot of time on it...and the actions of some ppl really make my blood boil...if u did not spend time doing it..pls do not give excuses like u did not save or the file or u deleted the file away....try giving me better excuses next time instead of such lame ones...And dun promise me that you will do it or lie to me that u did it when u noe u wont do it...

Can some one give me better working partners next time? I dun ask for a genius...just someone who does work...

It's really irritating to put in so much effort and get such disappointing results...perhaps that's life...

My poor toe...

Got a virus infection on my toe for the last few weeks that I thought was caused by a splinter...and the end result is a painful procedure done at the medical centre...first a jab den the doc cut off the infected part..super pain...and i haven been walking properly for the past few days cos the wound is at the bottom of my toe..so it hurts everytime i step on it..haha...hope it recovers soon...

last lab coming up and wed and demo for my programming project on tuesday...finally this will mark the official end to projects and labs this sem..had enough of it...learnt quite alot of stuff overall but the labs are pretty sian...hope everything goes well...

haha anywae I am featured on the latest edition of @ntu..here's the link

http://www.ntu.edu.sg/CorpComms/Publications/@ntu/default.htm

i am on page 16 and 17...haha first time i am featured on magazine...i cant find a hard copy of the magazine to keep...so if any kind soul has a copy can pass to me? Thanks a million...

I guess I will be more free after Wednesday...haha..exams periods are usually more free for me..and it is the time of the year when i watch the most tv or dvds...haha ppl r goin to hit me when i tell them this...but it is really quite relaxign without labs or lessons...can study at your own pace...or take break at anytime u wan...so exams r ok except when doin the real paper..

looking forward to next week when I can have the whole car and house to myself....

till then..jiayou everyone for the exams!!

Need a break...

Feeling abit burnt out now...actually i am not physically tired...juz mentally tired...finally the 432 project is over...so much programming...worked till 630am last thurs and yest till 2 plus am to finish up the stuff...so proud of myself that we actually finished...now only left the stupid circuit board left...assessment was originally due this Wed but due to CE Day..it is postponed to next Wed instead...Not really that excited abt that cos this means that it is goin to drag...but at least my lab partner is back to help me...

Really feel like getting out of school now and juz chill out a little...but seems like there is no kaki... haiz..now that the programming project is over..can get a little breather...but seems like abit lost..dunnoe wat to do...feel like juz goin out walk walk and have a good meal...

Got a offer to do research in the UROP program from May to June....a part of me wants to do it and anothe part of me does not...dun feel like staying in hall for another 6 weeks...and not that i mind doin research...but it is goin to be v sian to be stuck in lab 8-5 full time...and goin to be working alone...it will be a good experience but I had enough of workign alone in labs this sem...shall tink abt it more when my mind is more clear...

projects and labs are almost over...but still cant lift my spirits...dunnoe y...and muz see my doc tmr cos my stupid toe juz cant recover..dunnoe whether it is cos of a splinter or wat...but i tink the treatment is goin to be painful...

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Am i just suay?

My lab partner just told me yest that he is down with dengue fever------->implying that I need to do my lab alone again..the same old phrase bao shan bao hai...(english translation cover mountain cover sea) haha how come in my 3 years of uni life..i nv seem to get some decent project mates...I just seem to be always doin GROUP projects ALONE...maybe I would have gotten better grades if my project mates were more onz...maybe i am juz suay ba..starting to get used to it..even my CE frenz say i suay...

so wish me luck for my lab for this coming wednesday's assessment..I really need it cos no one in the lab seems to know how to do it...including me...432 proj due on tue and 301 lab report due wed too...it is goin to be a crazy buildup to next wednesday...

ok enough abt work...feeling pretty sian and off cos of some stuff this week and today also...and my appetite is being affected...haha...take the chance to lose weight..anywae..i am in lecture now..nowadays my laptop is my best companion in lessons n lectures...

today is going to be one of those days full of programming...

Songs for today..Ge Qian + Feng

The lack of sleep continues

Slpt at 4am yesterday again..Haven really had much slp since last Monday...slping an average of 4 hrs a day? I am so surprised I still can last till now..but really abit batt low liao...yesterday was rushing some stuff again..finally made the decision to apply den see how it goes...going to grad in a year..and now it is time to consider my options...

Argh my program cant work using wireless.. so my plans to do my programming while studying at NBS with hx has gone down the drain...luckily i brought some notes along..shall study for the exams...the weather has been so hot lately!! I sweat even after bathing out...argh..hate this...and my single room days are gone..my roomie is back..haha finally after 2 weeks...maybe broken glass in the toilet is not such a bad idea afterall...

It's monday...and maybe it is too early..but i am looking forward to the weekend again...I tink next weekend onwards i will stay in hall and study...time to start exam mode...my first paper is exactly one mth away...jiayou everyone!!

Tired but keep it going

So proud of myself at the moment....after 24 hrs of programming..finally changed my client server program to UDP..haha ok it may sound foreign to some of you but I am currently feeling like a zombie...haven had much quality slp...now is 245am and I am still working on the slides for my presentation on Thurs..I dun wan last min work and my project mates juz sent them in today..ya so have to rush again..but I am just glad that it's goin to be over soon for this project..

Haha on a lighter note, today went to SBS for SBS Day...not bad..had music and of cse food.haha.. thanks xiling for the chocolate fountain marshmellow treat...v nice..how i wish I had one of those at home...haha den can have a party where everyone made their own choc marshmellow...The chicken burger is not bad too...Although this has been a xiong week in terms of work but surprising my spirits is much higher than previous weeks..haha

Goin to have lessons at 830 later..I am now seriously wondering whether I can get up in time...and I am super hungry now...Dun care liao..going to eat cup noodles..else really cannot continue working...haha by hook or by crook I muz go to the 830 lessons later...it's the odd week and lessons have a high stake....only someone will understand....

Jiayou to all of the ppl currently rushing projects, labs, or tut or FYP or anything...look forward to the 3 months holidays...

But i am currently juz looking forward to the end of the week....3 labs, 2 projects and 1 presentation to go for the week...

I want a nice weekend!!

Auntie can I have this vege, this egg and this meat..

Sometimes...the title above is the only sentence i speak to a human in a day...tinking back..it's really quite amazing sometimes e only face to face conversation i have in a day or even 2 days is with the auntie in the canteen...and its when i buy food...even if i meet some classmates in some of my classes..they would be usually hi and bye..and sad to say when i see them..it would usually be chasing them for project work...and this really spoils my days..i really hate it...it is really frustrating sometimes...

Attending lessons alone, goin to lab alone (cos my lab partner always fly my aeroplane) etc has taken a toll on me..i have to admit it...i juz hate it...esp when my work lets me down..i dun even have a classmate beside me when i can talk abt it...for ppl who always have frenz and classmates ard them..they really wont understand this feeling..I know this frustrating feeling wont be here to stay..but it juz does not feel good...

Been feeling pressure from quite a few fronts...work from school...the business that i am running etc...cos all of these require my attention and time...ya i do make a little money out of this but den I really just to have nice chats at the moment..haha ok this sounds abit crazy le..maybe this is the kind of post u would expect me at 330am..

Guess next week is goin to be a worse week with presentations and labs all coming up...Well maybe I haven been in the best moods but I haven really taken it out full blast on anyone and I wont because I have always told myself not to explode at the expense of others..that's just me...I just wan to have nice talks...abt anything...i dun even have to talk...i can even just listen to others complain to me abt their stuff now...haha guess now i noe why i was so happy when i saw weili that day...he asked me for opinions for some stuff and it was really a nice chat..and i tink that is the first time i had lunch with a fren for a erm..2 weeks? 3 weeks? or a mth?

pardon me if this sounds like a post ranting abt my life...but i just wan to let a little steam off...

my eyes are closing but dun feel like slping yet...shall watch a bit of dvd and study a little...haha goin to 4am le...maybe i can make it for sunrise??

Appreciating imperfections..

Abit bored now after a day of lessons..haha decided to do the survey that xiling asked me to do on her blog..

1) whether I like boy boy or ger ger...
haha my answer would be I like both...woooooo...dun worry I din get influenced by movies like Brokeback mountain...haha I like both because both r impt...i like guys because of brotherhood..juz like my gang Westlife...although we juz meet up once in a blue moon nowadays..we r still v good frenz..guess some frenship does not need any maintenance after a certain level...and i like ger ger becos of the same reason as any other guy la...guys of cse like girls la..and i am no exception...hee

2) 8 criteria for my ideal partner...
Everyone has certain expectations for their partner..but well we have to resign to the fact that no one is perfect..and I guess even if u find some1 who is perfect, maybe your relationship wont be that fun compared to others...this is because this person would miss out on the process of understanding and adapting and appreciating his or her partner's imperfections...this process is important because a relationship is about understanding each other...if a person is all u expected..wont u lose the secrecy and exitement of getting to know the person better? haha maybe some of you may tink this is crap...but at least this is wat i personally tink...only a person who loves the person truly will be able to accept the imperfections of the person..

Criteria 1: haha the person loves me truly with all her heart...this would be the most important of all i tink because if the person does not love u, I tink there is no point in being with the person at all...

Criteria 2: I must be able to click well and communicate with the person...haha I would be spending alot of time with this person so must be able to tan de lai with this person...else the r/s would be so sian if you are not able to chat anything under the sun with this person...

Criteria 3: This criteria is really v subjective..and that is hopefully I have mo qi with this person..hee..i am happy to say that I have lots of mo qi with my dear..there is always just that special feeling with that special someone..somehow, you know when that person is happy or sad or simply noe how she tinks...maybe that's telepathy..and if you and your partner has that...congrats..it is really nice thing to have...

Criteria 4: The person shld be be able to accept my weak and bad points ... I admit i have my weak and bad points too..so hopefully my partner can accept these bad points of mine...

Criteria 5: The person shld be able to like my family...family is v impt to me..and hopefully everyone can nice to each other..else everyday my family complain to me..den my partner complain to me..haha headache leh...den in the end me die...

Criteria 6: I muz love the person! hahaha this is a super important reason..if i dun love the person..haha y would i ask her to be my partner rite...

Criteria 7: Hopefully the person will care for me...esp when I am like down or sian or sick etc..I dun need the person to specially come down see me or give me gifts or cook me stuff etc..i am really happy with a sms or phone call..it is the thought that counts..As long as noe the person care for me can liao..i am v easily contented...

Criteria 8: Actually 8 criteria is too much for me..honestly i dun have too much expectation for my partner...but if i am to name a 8th criteria...guess i will say that my partner shld be a person who I will always feel excited when i am goin to meet her..or be happy juz to see her sms or see a phone call from her...also dunnoe how to explain..it's juz that special feeling..

haha 8 criterias is really too much...as long as the person is the person i love and she loves me back..that's more than enough for me..maybe den you may sae..so ez to b contented? erm..actually yes...i am pretty ez to be contented...i am just a simple person...

8 ppl i would like to see them doin this on their blog...hmm...let me see..haha mark, kunhui, jiajia, chaoliang, hejia, corrine, gillian and jing hui...

ok...abit sian now...the posting time is wrong...it's 1142pm now...

TGIF

Finally it's friday...this has been a hectic week, rushing my HRM business plan, tut and preparing for labs as usual...the project has been a disaster...with my "unusual" project mates..everyone has some kind of prob...some of them are simply bo chap or simply uncontactable when u need them or some juz plain lazy..luckily i did have 1 or 2 more hardworking ones..and in the end I gave them high marks for the appraisal and for those slackers..sorry to say i gave them pathetic marks..in the end I know some of my grp mates were unhappy with me but too bad..they did not do their work and they shld have expected to get this kind of marks...guess there are alot of things in life where we dun like but we have to live with them...

Guess I am really plain suay..for all my years in NTU...i have often got slack or simply cmi grpmates or labmates....but at least when this happens...i learn more stuff myself..the only thing is that i have to sacrifice more slp to get the work done..haven got alot of slp this week..and perhaps that is the reason i keep feeling slpy in lectures...

Argh..my headache still wont go away...irritating...muz be the mad rush this week + the warm weather..hope it goes away...and my toilet is still full of glass...basically everyday i am steppng on some small piece of glass that i din manage to sweep aside...and the hall office is simply inefficient...haiz...one wonders where does all the price fee increase goes to?? it takes more than a week for them to clear broken glass from my toilet and replace the wall mirror...and they still dare to sae the price hike is to provide better services and facilities and help students...

there is only one positive side to them not clearing the glass and that is I get to live in a single room for the whole week...haha for some reason..my roomie dares not stay in hall with all that broken glass in the toilet...hmm maybe he is afraid of glass?? haha...nvm..i am enjoying my single room for the whole week..basically i have the whole room to myself..and blasting music and my tv anytime i like..and switching off the lights and slping whenever i like...

Next week is another odd week and all the labs are coming...haiz..need to prepare for another mad rush again...exams are coming and for some modules i am totally lost..haiz..i have already started on exam revision but progress is super slow...took like 2 days to finish one chapter of a module...that's too slow..!! need to read faster...

Goin to CO concert tmr...give some support to Mr Kunhui...looking forward to a nice weekend...